Love is being happy

love is smiling

love is understanding

love is making things together

love is thinking about the other person without issues

love is hearing someone telling you that she love you

love is being really happy

love is hugging and being hug back

love is being loved and feeling it

love is so many things

Love is not missing someone, or even saying that you can’t live without someone, is actually saying you can live without someone but you don’t want to live without that person anymore

Love is not having trouble breathing without a person, or even saying that you need that person to breath, is actually telling that person that you breath a little better because when you are with that person you are happier and in peace

Love is peace

Love is actually not depending on someone, but making someone happier everyday

Love is telling and listening the word love

Today is not another day is san valentines day, love and friendship day

Sometimes being in love is complicated, but it shouldn’t it should be easy like when you are a kid, you fall in love with the girl that smiles to you, now I being falling in love with the girls that have cute smiles, great bodies, but I kind of forgot about emotions

Im falling for emotions, Im felling loved, in many different ways, many different

Its being a long and tortuous year, talking about love, I have fall a couple of times, and I had to wake-up by myself a couple other times, I being learning, to love more, and in a different way, I learn not to give everything, but not in a bad or cautious way, in a way of giving the same

I learn about the 70% 30% rule, I have been in both sides, once the 30% and wasn’t fair, the another time the 70% and it was kind of disastrous for my heart. I learn a lot, I learn that there are times, that being a 60% but in both sides, is better, than the 100% that was done together before, because with that 60% adding the other 60% it turns to be a 120%

You give and take, but you learn, being an adult helps you there, sometimes is not about being educated enough to talk about love, but suffer enough to learn about good love

Good love is what I’m looking for, a good life, and someone to love, someone to hold and someone to behold, smile at and smile for, hug with and be hug, share life, and share work, share the good things, and be able to help when the bad ones come, knowing you can trust and be trust with, I’m searching for happiness, and love

PS. I think thats why I find love your love

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Song of the night:

John Lennon – Love

Love is real, real is love,
Love is feeling, feeling love,
Love is wanting to be loved.
Love is touch, touch is love,
Love is reaching, reaching love,
Love is asking to be loved.
Love is you,
You and me,
Love is knowing,
We can be.
Love is free, free is love,
Love is living, living love,
Love is needing to be loved.

What’s going to happen?

The plan for next year, well the plan that start in the next couple of minutes.

It’s the best moment to re start, according to the Chinese the number eight have a magical meaning and it’s the best moment to create new things. I want to create new magic.

I want to start something new, the project is going on, the people is working, Im working, info-entretainment here we go.

Dear friends, you are going to be part of my work, and all of you are going to help me with the startup, when things are ready which hopefully will be March, in a yet unspecified day, I will ask you all to go to a website, to check the videos, to install apps in your facebook, in your hi5, share it with your friends and help me.

The plans, are to start a business, to start a new opportunity to make things better, to entertain people, make a website run with every single idea, all of you are welcome to help and improve the place, everything is going the way it should be, the next months production start, ideas are rising, and investors are coming.

This is a way of a new beginning, this is a way to improve the old me with the new me, and create more things.

Welcome to the year of new beginnings, welcome to the process of making something grow up, this may sound risky but I believe in the project and many people does too. Am I taking a big chance by saying this? Well I think I do, and I do think it is a good opportunity to create something interesting.

Thanks for sharing dreams with me, thanks for being there to support me, all your help this year will be welcome, thankful and recognize.

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Song of the new day

New Year’s Day by U2

Yeah…
All is quiet on New Year’s Day
A world in white gets underway
I want to be with you
Be with you night and day
Nothing changes on New Year’s Day
On New Year’s Day

I… I will begin again
I… I will begin again

Oh…
Maybe the time is right
Oh…maybe tonight…

I will be with you again

Today I turn 27, what have I done:

I was born on a wednesday at 11:05pm

I had study for almost 26 years of my life, taking in account I started when I was 45 days old, I went to a school and finish classes a couple of months ago, so its being long, Im almost done with all, still missing bits of the last degree

I have live in another country than the one I was born for two years and spend a month a year somewhere in the country

I have good friends and great friends and amazing friends, some don’t even remember me, but I do to them

After a couple of years I learn about love, but about true love took me a while

I have seen around 2 thousand movies, some good, some bad, some ok, taking in account its being 7 years at around 3 a week and some days off, I realize that your eyes are not forever, so now Im going to watch only the ones I really want

I have heard more music in the last 5 years than in my hole life before those

I have watch more tv than many people I know, taking in account I have two tvs on, almost all the time

I listen to so many podcast, its almost a full time job now

Well I have read a book a month from the last 9 years, which is 108 books for pleasure, and many more for school, ok maybe the ones for school are more, there were times there was one a week per class so, lets not count those

Some facts:

People I share a birthday with

1911 Nino Rota Milan Italy, composer (Torquemada)
1923 Maria Callas opera singer
1930 Andy Williams Wall Lake IA, singer (Moon River, Andy Williams Show)
1930 Jean-Luc Godard French film director (Alphaville, Hail Mary, Breathless)
1948 Ozzy Osbourne England, rock vocalist (Black Sabbath-Bark at the Moon)
1960 Daryl Hannah actress (Splash, Blade Runner)
1961 Julianne Moore actress (Lost World, 9 Months)
1968 Brendan Fraser Indianapolis IN, actor (School Ties, 20 Bucks)
1980 Anna Chlumsky Chicago IL, actress (My Girl)

not so important people hahaha but that I share a birthday

Adal Ramones -only mexicans would get the joke
Juan Medina Salgado -only anyone that study with me the highschool would know

did you know, Britney Spears is 364 days younger than me, and she has 2 kids, scary

interesting people that die in my birthday in a different year
1894 Robert Louis Stevenson English writer (Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde)
there are more, but the only one interesting for me was that
maybe there is a reason

John Lennon is shot 5 days after I was born, Im not a Beattles fan Im more a Rollings one

Things that happen on the 3rd of December

1775 1st official US flag raising (aboard naval vessel Alfred)
1833 Oberlin College in Ohio, 1st truly coeducational college opens
1910 Neon lights, 1st publically seen (Paris Auto Show)
1922 1st successful technicolor movie (Tall of the Sea), shown in New York NY
1923 1st Congressional open session broadcast via radio (Washington DC)
1931 Alka Seltzer goes on sale
1946 US government asks UN to order dictator Franco out of Spain
1947 Tennessee Williams play “A Streetcar Named Desire” premieres in New York NY
1948 1st US woman army officer not in medical corps sworn-in
1952 1st TV broadcast in Hawaii
1961 Beatles meet future manager Brian Epstein
1961 US performs nuclear test at Nevada Test Site
1964 “Rudolph The Red-Nosed Reindeer” 1st airs on TV
1965 Beatles begin final UK concert tour in Glasgow
1967 1st human heart transplant performed (Dr Christiaan Barnard, South Africa)
1969 John Lennon is offered role of Jesus Christ in Jesus Christ Superstar
1970 US performs nuclear test at Nevada Test Site
1979 11 trampled to death at Cincinnati Who concert
1981 US performs nuclear test at Nevada Test Site
1982 35.7 cm rainfall at Big Fork AR (state record)
1982 77ºF highest temperature ever recorded in Cleveland in December
1988 New York Lotto pays $45 million to twelve winner (#s are 1-8-13-18-28-48)
1992 UN Security Council votes unanimous for US led forces to enter Somalia
1993 Britain’s Princess Diana announced she would be limiting her public appearances because she was tired of the media’s intrusions into her life.
1997 Pierce Brosnan received a star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame.
1999 The National Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA) lost radio contact with the Mars Polar Lander as it entered Mars’ atmosphere. The spacecraft was unmanned.
2006 Hugo Chavez, leftist dictator, is re-elected President of Venezuela

last one- scary

the songs that were in the top of the chart the day I was born

Woman in Love – Barbra Streisand (could you love me)
Another One Bites the Dust – Queen (something strange was here)
He’s So Shy – Pointer Sisters (well not so much)
If You Ever Change Your Mind – Crystal Gayle (everyday there is a change, thats a problem)

About the Astrological point of view

The archer is the symbol of Sagittarians. Sagittarians are thought to be friendly, philosophical, and optimistic. Though they need freedom, they tend to be fairly conventional. They respect honesty in all its forms.

The Chinese Astrological

METAL MONKEY Horoscope
Monkey people, on their merry way to becoming famous, like to strew memorable bits of impishness and practical jokes along the way.
Lots of fun, they also possess a serious side and influence a good many people throughout their lifetime.
They know how to accomplish the most difficult of tasks with the greatest of enthusiasm, concentration, and ease. Even so, they can easily get discouraged and confused and MUST do things their way!
They often become great mathematicians, super chess players, researchers, entrepreneurs or scientists. And, great mentors! Monkeys have a burning passion for knowledge of every kind and they magically are surrounded by the finer things in life. Life is a big adventure!
When Metal Monkey says no, that’s it! They are so strong, so individualistic, and yes, so stubborn, you can talk yourself into the ground trying to convince them to change their mind.
They won’t budge! But when all is said and done, you admire them for their value system, fortitude, soaring ambition, and tremendous success.
Success, after all, is not wishy washy. And Monkeys know the meaning of hard work! What fun the metal monkey is to be around! You can talk about anything under the moon, but beware: they can be pretty persuasive, so stand your ground.
They can’t always get along with some people because of this mischievous streak. But they don’t care. You see, they are quite independent, relying solely on themselves. They have few friends, but great ones. And Grand Romance never takes a holiday with them: a life with Monkeys is Stars in Your Eyes, Romantic High Spirit, and Grand Passion indeed.

Toooooo much about that monkey, well I left it because it seems close to me isnt it?

Now:

Ok, lets get into the part where I need to write something
If you have already read all of what is above, thanks for spending the time reading some useless facts about the day I was born and about me

Another year pass, let me try to make this a new opportunity the best one of my life

One year older, one year better

I learn so much this time, I have learn about life, I have learn about love, and be loved

I dont know where life is going to take me, I really dont want to know where life is going, Im taking a step at a time, I want to be happy, thats my main wish

Today if I have a cake, and I blow the candle thats what Im going to ask, I want to be happy

My life has had amazing moments, but only the best can come, I have cried a lot, I had laugh, not enough I want to enjoy every second of whats next to live

Thanks for all the notes, mails, messages and calls, thank you all, and thanks to each one of you

I want to love with all my heart, I want to enjoy every single thing that I will be doing, Im starting again, I want to make things great this time

Thanks for sharing the ride, lets be closer, lets be better, let me be closer to you, let me be better for you

Happy birthday to me, hahahahaha

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song of the night
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due to copyright restrictions obviously we will not sing happy birthday we will do another
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This is the morning song that King David sang
Because today is your birthday’s day we’re singing it for you
Wake up, my dear, wake up, look it is already dawn
The birds are already singing and the moon has set

How lovely is the morning in which I come to greet you
We all came with joy and pleasure to congratulate you
The morning is coming now, the sun is giving us its light
Get up in the morning, look it is already dawn.
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note about the song, well its the Mañanitas, the mexican birthday song, translated

lets enjoy what is going to come, the best is yet to come

The past two years I lived in the United States as many of you already know, well for me one of the most important moments there was Thanksgiving in both years.

The event is not as important as what it meant to me, or as what I learn as an outsider, because for the ones that doesn’t know in Mexico we don’t celebrate Thanksgiving.

I learn about family and about how close a culture can be, close in different meanings, the adjective and the verb make a difference here, close as in short distance, as in family and closed as in not open.

Close as in short distance, well, Mexican culture and the American have something in common, we get together in certain dates with the family, the mexican culture tend to be every Sunday or in the most remote case in Christmas, the american culture get together with the whole family on Thanksgiving, the only thing, isn’t Thanksgiving about people moving away, leaving home from their own choosing a life that is different from their parents life, well how do they celebrate it, spending time with their families (close as a verb) ironic.

Well it’s not only about that, for me it became of thanking for what I have, for what I receive, for getting blessings from someone more powerful than me, that let all the causal things to lead my life to a certain point, meting new friends, or finding again old friends, of how family is important, on how loves of the past have done something to make me who I am today, and even more important, how mistakes doesn’t necessary are mistakes in the worst way, but decisions taken by different people, that will take my life, and the one who is related to change in a way, to improve or to find out that those mistakes were wrong decisions that have consequences.

Tonight I wanted to thank that person above me for everything I have, starting, from my own life, from my own experiences that I have lived, from my family that have race me the way I am, for friends that have become family with out sharing the blood, for the people that love me and the ones that have loved me before, for the people that even didn’t like me, because in a way that has made me stronger, or show me my mistakes. I really want to show my appreciation and gratefulness for all of those moments, for showing me how someone can be better because of you.

I had thanksgiving dinner in Mexico, I eat turkey, stuffing, pumpkin pie, pecan pie, cranberry sauce, and more stuff, I miss cornbread, and little things, like the people that open their home and their heart for me on the past 2 years that I live in Warrensburg.

I miss hugging them and saying thank-you and enjoying time with them, mainly thats what I want to do tonight.

Thank each one of you for making my life so special, for helping me be who I am today. This doesn’t mean that only on Thanksgiving you help me, it means that you help me to become who I am, at some special moment in the past years.

With all my heart thank you to each one of you
Even thou many know I am not that religious

G0d Bless you all and your families

-song of the night

Mr. Turkey, Mr. Turkey
Run away, Run away
If you don’t be careful
You will be a mouthful
Thanksgiving Day
Thanksgiving Day

How does the world see you?

No es lo mismo – Alejandro Sanz (its not the same)

Will I have a happy life?
With a little help from my friends – Sergio Mendez (original version the beatles)

What do my friends really think of me?
When you were young – The killers

Do people secretly lust after me?
Mala hierba – Alejandra Guzman (weed)

How can I make myself happy?
Corazon Espinado – Mana (heart with spines)

What should I do with my life?
Los chicos no lloran – Miguel Bose (boys don’t cry)

Will I ever have children?
Pocket Calculator – Kraftwerk

What is some good advice for me?
Vanilla Sky – Paul McCartney

How will I be remembered?
We are the Champions – Queen

What is my signature dancing song?
Does anybody really know what time is it – Chicago

What do I think my current theme song is?
The more you live, the more you love – Flock of Seagulls

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Moonlight Shadow – Mike Oldfield

What song will play at my funeral?
(Cant get no) Satisfaction – Cat Power (original version The Rolling Stones)

What type of men/women do I like?
El Album – Atrciopelados (the photo album)

What is my day (tomorrow) going to be like?
Its five o’clock somewhere – Alan Jackson & Jimmy Buffett

“I think I’ll just call it a day”
Pour me somethin’ tall and strong
Make it a hurricane before I go insane
It’s only half past twelve but I don’t care
It’s 5 O’clock somewhere

Truly those are the 15 songs that came, some say a lot of the feelings this days

Sometimes when you think that things are going to go to hell, people show up, even the least expected, people that you haven’t seen in a couple of years called you, people that once were in love with you try to cheer you up, people you didn’t know that want to talk to you even say smile, and some even tell you that the worst thing that can happen is to die but Im in the reborn moment.

To tell you the truth the expected are the usual friends and your gang. Well this time everyone said a word, many in private, some on public, even mails from China where I though things would not be readable so soon.

The usual gang show up, sometimes a game of scrabble and sometime playing monopoly without asking questions but telling you the good things that your friends and you have done helps to realize how many things are great, and how things will be better.

Listening to my ideas help, talking about the project was great, a couple even want already to invest, some help with ideas, and some with names of people to call, knowing that people trust you and believe in you its amazing, so many things help people cheer up.

Hugs are great, hugs of people that you care are better, the son of my friend hug me and told me that he miss me, that we need to play more, and he said “te quiero” I love you, and it cheer me up so much.

Projects are still working, business plans are being typed, I thank you all, I thank every single moment, my heart is full of friends, my heart is in need of love, but lets solve one thing at a time.

I’m trusting myself, I believe I can do what I dream right now. I will keep you posted.

-song of the weekend
Yo no te voy a detener
ese fue un trato entre los dos
si yo no te hacia feliz, dirias adios

I tend to think that life is easy, and that noting is impossible, actually part of my life has had the motto, impossible is just a word.

Sometimes you realize things with time, not precisely when you thought it was going to be the best timing or even when you wanted/hope to.

One day at a time makes many, but one day to wait turns things upside down.

I don’t regret my life, I regret not saying I love you when i had to do it. Daily is the last day for someone, and the first day for someone else, someone die and someone is born, maybe is time to die and be reborn.

Let me be who I am, let me make thing possible and amazing, let me make magic, let me be the magician I always wanted to be when I was a kid.

I want to let myself be, I want to believe in me, I want to love me again, I want to try harder, I want to make things work, I want all of that and more.

Forgive me for my mistakes, Im trying to forgive myself.

Things are not that bad, just not in the correct order, at least not right now, thing will be better as soon as I can hug myself and hug my life, get hold of what I got and what I lost.

Thanks for all the great moments thanks for all we had, the best is yet to come.

-the song of the night
Flight me to the moon
repeat 3 times
sing by Frank Sinatra
sing by Astrud Gilberto
and with a tear from my eye sung by me

This year its being amazing, I have learn so much, I have been love so much, I have done so many things

This year has been one of the most astonish of all time, it had had its ups and its downs, probably the tallest of the ups, and the lowest of the downs in my life, in the same year, but at the end it has been so good for me

I can only thank who ever is up there, and have done the little details appear as good as they have been

This note is small because of one thing, I only want to tell you all, Merry Christmas, lets get ready for next year, the best is yet to come, well and its going to be long on the songs of the night

Thank you for your love, for your friendship and for the time that we have spend, I have learn so much, now I will get ready for the next one, the next year will be amazing, so many things to do, and the future is open, nothing is settle or written in stone, more about this on next weeks note

What have I done? Well I did love with all my heart, and I learn to do it more often, Im learning about my emotions, Im learning about being alone, and being with back with my family, and being with someone, I learning about growing, Im learning about adulthood, Im getting ready for the best, I did so many things this year

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Songs of the night

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What’s this? – Danny Elfman -The Nightmare Before Christmas

What’s this?
I can’t believe my eyes
I must be dreaming

Oh, look
What’s this?
They’re hanging mistletoe, they kiss
Why that looks so unique, inspired

The monsters are all missing
And the nightmares can’t be found
And in their place there seems to be
Good feeling all around

Instead of screams, I swear
I can hear music in the air
The smell of cakes and pies
Is absolutely everywhere

The sights, the sounds
They’re everywhere and all around
I’ve never felt so good before
This empty place inside of me is filling up
I simply cannot get enough

I want it, oh, I want it
Oh, I want it for my own

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Baby It’s Cold Outside – Al Hirt And Ann-Margret – Victoria’s Secrets Christmas

C’mon baby

I simply must go – Baby, it’s cold outside
The answer is no – Ooh baby, it’s cold outside
This welcome has been – I’m lucky that you dropped in
So nice and warm – Look out the window at that storm

Baby it’s cold outside

Brr its cold….
It’s cold out there
Cant you stay awhile longer baby

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All I Want For Christmas Is You – Mariah Carey – All I Want for Christmas Is You

I won’t ask for much this Christmas
I don’t even wish for snow
I’m just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won’t make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won’t even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
‘Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you

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My Only Wish This Year – Britney Spears

I know exactly what I want this year.
Santa can you hear me.
I want my baby (baby, yeah)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me.

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Christmas Smorgasbord – Swedish Chef – the Muppets Christmas

People come from here and far
just to get a taste of this
Christmas Smorgasbord

The lingonberries are sweet
Christmas Smorgasbord

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Amazing Grace – Judy Collins – Judy Collins Concert (live)

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me….
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.

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Santa Baby – Eartha Kitt
Sleigh Ride – Los Straitjackets
Winter Wonderland – Tony Bennett
Lonely Without You (This Christmas) – Joss Stone & Mick Jagger
Wonderful Christmas Time – Paul Mccartney
It’s The Most Wonderful Time Of The Year – Andy Williams
Christmas Time Is Here (Vocal) – Vince Guaraldi – A Charlie Brown Christmas
White Christmas – The Drifters
I’ve Got My Love To Keep Me Warm – Dean Martin
Jingle Bell Rock – Bobby Helms
Let It Snow – Frank Sinatra

O Tannenbaum – Vince Guaraldi – A Charlie Brown Christmas

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Merry Christmas People!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!